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on my most unproductive day of the year

I have seen both the sunrise and sunset

I had a midterm, on which I can get a 83% at most since I didn’t memorize the periodic table

then I slept and set my alarm clock for the wrong time and missed my next two classes

then I proceeded to spend the day on tumblr and feminist/lgbt/queer activism sites, which made me appreciate my Rudyfriend more than ever

and now I should probably study or something

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I did it again, fell in love in short of a time and got disappointed.

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I’m headed down to SF to watch Norwegian Wood today.I HAVE to see it—I’ve waited two years, and it’s playing at one theatre for one day. I’m staying at a hostel since the movie gets out around midnight. … It’s super scary, but the hostel is in the Tenderloin, so I’m really really kind of freaked out to go. But I already exhausted all my friends, so I can’t find anyone to go with me. I guess that’s the problem with reading books none of your friends read—you want to watch foreign films that no one else wants to see either.

I guess alternatively I could… just… get some new friends.

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on my mind:

the movement’s lost momentum

chancellor is still there fuck.

i should probably get home

but if i go i won’t leave

i wish i didn’t give so much of a fuck about you

gotta get away

oh. final.

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Today, I want you to value someone who treats you well, someone who is not immediately on your mind to hang out with, someone who you’re not afraid of them leaving the friendship. Murakami wrote, “I didn’t understand then. That I could damage someone to thoroughly just by the act of living.”

Value someone today.

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I’m alternating between forgiving and not wanting to deal with you all anymore.

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You know what’s kind of pathetic?

The number of people who are willing to try to talk to you after you delete your facebook. The number of people who want to “spend time with you” after you delete your facebook.

“It’s just the way the culture is,” you say. “It’s just how people are now. Phones are too personal.”

If that’s how you feel, I’m probably better off without you as a friend, but merely an acquaintance.

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